This was written for my parents-in-law one night I had time for myself for more than a few minutes.

Lastly, I had one MAJOR scare on Friday morning.  I had to cross Dead Horse Pass, 600 vertical feet of a sketch-ball trail interspersed with minor snowfields.  I say minor because they were not big, but big enough to cause me to really consider if I had made the right choice.  The pass is not readily shown in these photos - in dhl_sunset2.jpg, it is located just off the left side.  I had just crossed the upper snowfield once (thankfully there was one set of footprints from the previous day, although I did punch through a weak layer in the middle - more about that later) at about 500 feet off the valley floor.  The trail switched back at the side of the snow.  This caused me to lose my way because while the trail switched back, there was still a minor trail continuing in the same direction I was just traveling.  Before I knew it, I was scrambling up a shale steep slope.
 
I had lost the trail and I was very screwed - I was 30 feet to the right of the snowfield and 20 feet above the switchback in no mans land.  The 50 pound pack added to my worries - keeping balance was paramount to survival.  At this time I had that defining moment in one's life that that next several minutes would consist of two scenarios - 1) I'd figure out a way across or 2) I'd slide to my death.  No kidding.  I couldn't make this stuff up.  I was about 80 vertical feet above 15-20 foot cliffs.  The entire pass is one big rock pile.  Falling was out of the question - I would never have survived that.  It is kind of funny, but I have been in situations skiing that made me scared but not like this.
 
One thing I had learned was NOT to panic.  Doing this was normally the reason why people get killed because they lose focus and start doing really stupid things.  Well, I had done one dangerously stupid thing which had taken all of about ten seconds.  I could not undo that - all I could was to stop scrambling, breath heavy to reduce stress, rest for 30-45 seconds, scan the surrounding area for a way out, and pray.  I looked up and about 15 feet above me was some larger rocks, say about 1-2 feet big - these would provide me with stability that I did not have at the moment.  I gingerly scrambled straight up (the slope at this time must have been 50 degrees) and got to the rocks. They could have been more stable but they were better than the quicksand material I was on.  Once up there, I traversed back to the left and made it to snowfield.  At this point I could have crossed using another set of footprints or I could slide/glissade down the loose rock to a better set of prints.  I realized then two important things - 1) the top set of prints should not have been there - someone else messed up just as I had and 2) if I would have gone straight up just before the initial snow crossing, I'd have made it to the trail without having to cross any snow at all!  I could not have seen this from below.
 
After contemplating for two minutes, I decided to slide down 10 feet to the lower tracks - they looked deeper than the others.  This was morning, about 7:45am so the snow was still quite hard and consolidated.  I then took my first steps across the snow, planting each foot 4-5 times to make sure it'd stay, using my right hand as a stabilizer.  Half way across I broke through that weak layer and found myself up to my crotch in snow.  I figured it was going to happen because of it happening earlier.  I spent what seemed like minutes pushing snow with my left foot into the hole, trying to pack it down to give me enough of a base to place that left foot and push down to get me out.  The snow was similar to depth hoar, very sugary - it had no bonding capabilities.  Well, after 20 or so foot scrapes I got enough in to hold me.  I pressed down, got out, and safely made way across the rest of it.
 
All told, the snowfield was at most 40 feet across.  Forty feet too much.  From this point I made it to the pass in about another two minutes.  The view was incredible!  Worth it, I think.  I need to scan many more slides as the ones I attached here were mainly from the first day/night.

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